Rayven's Reminiscence

Jon

2012-02-07T12:12:00.004+08:00

You have no idea how traumatized I was when I heard about your plans to move out from hall. I know that there is really nothing I can do to make you change your mind about it too, but I’d still like you to know that it’s been really great having you around, and hall life would definitely not be as fun without you.

You are the first friend I made in hall, the nicest one to me too. Even though we hardly talked during orientation, (in fact I only remember that one time when we chat while walking towards the beach…), you still bothered to show that you really cared, even for a small fry like me. I would never have thought of crashing D&D night, applying for Block Manager, turning up for Road Relay time-trial or trying for INSTEP, if it wasn’t for you pushing me from behind. You were the one that made Hall life so happening for me. Thanks a lot, for all that you've done (:

From little things like lending me your textbook/sleeping bag/internet access/laptop, to major help with my 15% weight-age Aero assignments or entertaining my selfish request to go for a run in the middle of the day... I turn to you almost every time I needed something but you've never rejected me and just did your best to help me as much as you can, no questions asked. You see the level of nice-ness you're at there? And all I did there was to sit there and watch ;(

I really don't know what to say anymore... I'm just really sorry for being so anti-social, boring, paranoid and problematic all the time and for being really useless to you :( I practically only look for you when I needed help, sounding all depressed, and have been nothing but trouble to you really. I’m really sorry for being such a bad friend. But that’s good too right, cause I'm sure your life will be so much easier when I'm finally out of your sight! I’ll miss you loads though! All the Best! XD

2012-01-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

I really needa get a hang of myself huhh...

CNY

2012-01-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

Staying in hall on a Friday night,
Not just any Friday night..
It's THE LAST FRIDAY OF THE RABBIT YEAR.
Kinda can't wait for it to end coz things been going downhill since the start of 2012
Haiz

Blogging from my iPad again coz I just refuse to go down to the service center with my lappy
Kinda afraid of what they're gonna tell me about it,
As well as the prices for repairs..
Really really broke since Dec when I stopped tuition temporarily..
Can't wait for my first pay again this Sunday!
Really struggling to survive with the peanuts I have left in my wallet..oh man..

Was told that I looked quite shagg in school these days
Let's just say the thought of having to starting everything again from scratch,
the responsiblilties of being a Main Comm member and being part of a lot of sub comm
Are getting to me and sucking every cell in me..
I hope I get super energy that can help me live through Semester 2!

Friends have been supportive though, and I really appreciate it.
RR tmr, going as a Marshall, no stress no responsibilities. Just give support. Thank God.
May Dragon year be even better~
Happy Chinese New Year!! XD

Sem 2

2012-01-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

Semester 2, Week 2

Maths 2? Differentiation?? Yupp I'm at my limits already.
MOM? Shear stress? Yupp definitely very stress
Dynamics? Vectors? Sure! Deceleration ttm
Aircraft electronic circuits? I only know the HUH gate
Why so many core this sem!
Ahhhh.

Why my Blk Mag so chill when he see me so stress. Humphh
Dunno is who drag me in one lo arghh

haizzzz

2012-01-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ...

WHY SCHOOL START SO SOON MANNNN

p.s USS was damn funn. OG dinner tmr (: , then hell

Really late 2011

2012-01-05T02:08:00.002+08:00

Haizz..
Why is school starting already??
One month gone with the wind just like that
Haven't even got the time to blink

Going USS tmr with the girls.
Ubber early in the morning
So that we can stay there the whole day!
Spams photos, laughter, and loads and loads of fun!
How I wish they'd let us stay overnight!
*praypray the queue tmr with be long!*

Every time I close my eyes now..
I see nightmare about that GPA
Its really very low in case you're wondering..
and if you really know me,
you'd know not to ask..

I can see for myself if one really cares
I can also see quite clearly who these people are (:

A significant number of people came into my life in 2011
and I'm really thankful for that
Coz among these people..
There's quite a handful that I really want to keep in my life hopefully forever
(:

Never write a formal post about 2011
(in fact, I've never evaluated my past before coz I don't really like looking back =x)
but I guess I'd just briefly mention some awesome people I met!

Colleagues like Victorr, Desmondd, Michaell who gave me such an awesome farewell gift(Thousand Sunny OMG!!) and still remembers me and asked me out to awesome buffet dinners(LIKE TODAII OMGGGG!!!) fort-monthly when they get their pay(lol) even though I left work so long already..

Conniee, Oscarr, Chriss and everyone else at work for taking care of me like their own daughter, teaching me every single thing they know, giving me the minimum workload, treating me to lunch occasionally, listening to me rant and talk rubbish sometimes and forgiving me for every idiot mistake I make at work..

Johnnathonnn(loll) for being my awesome twinn(usually I don't like people that's just like me but you're the only clone that I would ever approve of fyi) simply by knowing exactly what is going on in my mind and totally understanding what I wanna say or do next, for accompanying me through my first few weeks of school, for helping me with registration, for the multiple milopengg treats, for all the support and for being there during my down period..

Louissa my first BFF in NTUU for listening to me crap, for sending me my homework, medicine and even dinner when I was sick, for letting me into your life, for accompanying me til the wee hours during the exam period doing nothing productive like watching TV and for all the fun and laughter you brought to me, making lectures and tutorials so enjoyable.

Jonntee the best neighbor ever for all the free textbooks, free notes, free past year papers with answers, free help with my assignments, free internet access, countless free loans of his sleeping bag, free suppers, free loans of everything he have in hall(lol, I doubt I'd get them for free anymore if he sees this lol) for all the offer to treat me tehpingg, get me souvenirs from overseas and for everything he helped me with!

Pinnxuann for being the most awesome Roomie! doing much much more that what a normal random roomie does, for helping me with the laundry, for watching TV with me during every meal, for the awesome GARRETTS!!, for accompanying me to watch 那些年 during the exam period(omg maybe that's why our GPA so screwed =x), for travelling with me all the way to Aljunied to get my earpiece fixed, for buying back lunch for me when I have papers and you don't, for waiting for my papers to end so we could go celebrate together even though you couldn't sleep at all the previous night, and for everything else you did for me which I find there is too much to list! XD

And then there's
My Snooker mates, Tutorial mates and OG mates
hahas.
No seriously,
you have no idea how little attention people usually give me
Thanks a lot, really, for just coming into my life (:

hahas. None of them is going to see this but I'm gonna say it anyway!
YOU'RE SOOO STUCK IN MY LIFE MANN!!
lalalala~

Anyways..
Sure hope Semester 2 will be better.
Stupid people need that assurance to keep them going yea?
Happy 2012 btw! :D

Childhood friend

2012-01-03T03:32:00.002+08:00

'Childhood friend' is like...
Ahem..
I guess it sounds better than just 'ex-neighbor' rights??

Today,
I went for Mission Garang Gunni Part 1 with some awesome hall mates (:
Had a really good time with these fun people
and do you know..
it's really cool how I get to hear interesting stories about myself from others.

Things that I didn't even know about myself!

Like how Jaq 'knew' that I run pretty fast
(dunno wherethehell she hear that from but ohwells!)
or how Johnn knew I'm also in OCIP Programmer
and seems to be super impressed by that fact
The best one tonight was when Qiangg confirmed with me that I really was YZ's childhood friend!
HAHAHAHA!!
I feel guilty for that term you knoww..
I was prolly just 7 or younger the last time we talked to each other!
HAHAHAHA!!!

Anyhows..had supper then homed then PRISON BREAK SEASON 1 LAST EPISODEE!!!
lalalalala~
moving on to Season 2 naoo
teehee :P

I sumpa I WILL stay at home for dinner tmr liao..
Broke max..
phonepreezedunchringggprezzeeprezzeepreezeee***

New Year

2011-12-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

Haizz...
Ubber busy these days.
Also don't really remember busy with what.
IHRG/IHG, Kbox with Kelley, St. James with OG,
Ajisen with OCIP Main Comm, Town with Ben,
Swensen's with girls, Pool with Snooker Mates,
etcetc

Didn't even realize its the end of the year already..
So is my very limited and super pathetic holidays
School starting in a week but whatthehell
I have sooo many things I want to do!

Got more Canvass, Steamboat, USS and dinners next week
Hope all that very pathetic savings I scrimped and saved soo much for during Semester 1 can last until I get my next pay!

Durian's for supper. Happy New Year guys!
Ciaoo~

Aeroo

2011-12-22T01:13:00.006+08:00

Snookerr Competition just ended a while ago!
teehee!
made a number of good buddies in the team and had like several celebratory outings together despite not getting to the finals..
Oh wells, had Steamboat dinner, Nihonn Mura buffet, Birthdays, watched Mission Impossible, New Year's Eve, Astons & timbre, Potluck & Sleepover!
Generally spent the entire of my last week with Hall2's Snookerr team! (:

Okayy so now the emo part..
p.s Its not like a really want to write about sad stuffs here
but I really need to say these and I don't know where else I can go to rant...
yupp. so here goes...

They just released them at midnight today.
what tragic news
how to survive like that for the next few years??
Barely made the minimum
and did so terribly for the core.
Whats with getting a better grade for an elect
at the expense of my core?

And I still thought I did my best..
Even my cheat sheet is completely handwritten lo!

Now you see the reason why I hate the bell curve so much
It's no longer the matter of how well you know YOUR STUFFS
but more of how MUCH BETTER the OTHERS know THEIR STUFFS than YOU DO..
=.=

Interest alone cannot keep me alive there..
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
Please survive!!

you noob!

2011-12-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

SS2002..
原来 you're the culprit to my misery..

Better wake up from your idea and work hard next semester!
Jiayou jiayou!

Snookerrr

2011-12-14T02:16:00.002+08:00

Forever the Reserve.
All the Best!

rechargee!

2011-12-03T22:23:00.003+08:00

Aye, really tired these days.

Dinner, Shopping, Bday celebrations,
Picnic, Movies, Kbox, Canvassing,
Meeting, Training, Chistmas celebration,
Tuition, more training, more dinner, more celebrations..

Where is my time to nua??
Why is December Holidays so short
I don't even have a day to myself at home
=((

Exhausted max,
hope I can recharge enough for the next sem!
XD

HAIZZZZZZZ ultimate

2011-11-24T20:04:00.003+08:00

I spent so much time on you
Put in so much effort understanding you
Remembered every little detail I know about you
Showered you with so much love
And even hugged you to sleep last night

You are always on my mind
And I never tried giving up on you..

E-commerce.. Why you treat me like that?...
:((

Exams

2011-11-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

The Aero paper is just a test of your intelligence,
it's either you're smart and you get it, or you don't

The E-comm paper is just a test of your memory,
it's either you have a big brain to store everything, or you don't

The Marketing paper is just a test of your creativity,
it's either you can boast on the spot that day, or you can't

The Computing paper is just a test of your luck,
It's either you're heng and can do, or you can't

The Econs paper is just a test of how much you understand
It's either you understand your notes or you don't

The Motor learning paper is just a test of how much they study,
Its either they study and own you by a lot, or they don't and own less

So basically the most practical thing to do now is to pray for...
A smarter, bigger and more creative brain, lots of luck and
hope that nobody studied as much as you!

Test

2011-11-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

I really don't like doing questions that I don't have answers to..
Even google cannot help me now
How?

reflections

2011-11-09T23:36:00.001+08:00

Dunno whether got go inside head anot.
Just chiong only
FTW!!!

E-commerce

2011-10-31T16:55:00.002+08:00

How? I'm at the bottom of the curve...is this retribution?
Haiz...=x

how sia!

2011-10-26T19:55:00.006+08:00

Happy Deepavali!!
not like its much of my business =x

Oh wells, got a lot of work to do
but got so much more fatigue,
physically, mentally, emotionally!?!?
that I don't think I've been absorbing anything anymore
how sia...

Read a post about a 3.98 GPA person recently
about some guy that has been chiong-ing for that GPA
and when he finally got it,
he wonders and regrets about how much he missed out on.
He talked about how all those times he was studying,
he have been asking himself the wrong question..
Where he should be thinking about the question 'Why?' instead of the question 'How?'

Heard a lot of people telling me stuffs like
'Stevee and Billy etcetcetc also never graduate from Uni!'
'See how you can succeed without a degreee?'
'Today's society no need degree also can excel one!'
'Got degree also not guaranteed a high pay job one!'

Well, to those people telling me these..
Just shut up =x

I WANT THE DEGREE BECAUSE I LIKE IT OKAY
and I remind myself 'WHY?' everyday!
I don't mind being like Stevee or Billy AFTER I get my awesome degree
but this is like THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE
and I just can't imagine losing it

The problem with uni only comes once in a Semester in the month of November and May but oh wells,
beats working with weird people everyday ((:

btw,
I'm still very affected by that quiz =x
Hope everything gets better eventually!

wake up idiot

2011-10-24T18:40:00.002+08:00

Haiz. what to do.

Haven't even start the fight already die liao =x

Still want to go Road Relay, Snooker Match and Buffet

Still apply for Block Manager, OCIP Main Comm and so many Subcomms

Still want to attend so many events and do so many things

you think you superwoman right.

WAKE UP IDIOT!!

computing

2011-10-22T15:48:00.010+08:00

int main(void)
{
int days_to_exams;

for(days_to_exams = 31; days_to_exams > 0; day_to_exams--)

printf("Jia You Myself!! \n\n)";

return 0;
}

Survive

2011-10-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Myself,

PLEASE SURVIVE

Regards,

Haizzzz

2011-10-16T22:19:00.004+08:00

Was greeted with a "你花钱很快 hor?" this weekend..
Before anyone even asked what I've been up to these days..
What's more, the kind of food I've been eating everyday..

If all that was about my bills again,
then I really think I don't deserve it.

Like where else can you find an average teen
with an average social life
who can survive on a plan like that
in Uni right?
I still thought we should be smiling if there's even any month where my bill didn't burst

Why not just give me a pager
so that I have no obligations to reply anyone anymore?
I'm sure the bills will shrink significantly from the whats already not-very-there..

Daddy won't be in Singapore next weekend,
Guess it depends largely on my mood for me to make my next trip back

Jia you myself!
It's gonna be tough living through hell all over again!

Teeheeehhee

2011-10-13T22:00:00.005+08:00

Had a really lame biz magz subcomz meeting just now at Macs.
Only 5 of us turned up though, quite sad, but yeah...
Just kenna alot of sai-kang only =x
Only dinner was good I guess!
And of course catching up with my long-time-no-see CPs la!!

Got some problem with the canvas dates
coz sadly there's really nothing much to choose from already =x
Almost ended up working on Christmass Eve some more
But lucky for me, I got one awesome twinn doing all the planning for me!!!
So now it's all settled!! Hehehe
Thanks again XD

And about the Road Relay...
I still don't know if I should go sia..
Like a tired but study also sian lei =x
And recently..
I feel like I grow complacent over the week sia
How?!?!?

Ups and Downs

2011-10-07T00:26:00.003+08:00

The Ups and Downs of my First week after recess week (:

Tutorials were like down there...
Friends were like up there...
Lectures were like somewhere..
Projects like a not there

Subcomm meetings like quite there
So homework were just left there
Quiz results like a dunno where
Fire drill like no where =x

This is life lo.
Peace~

Recess Week!

2011-10-01T03:27:00.005+08:00

HAHA.
Just visited my twin's blog before posting something myself!
Really man, I don't think there's anyone out there that predicts me as well as you do!

Oh wells, Recess week's coming to an end before I even realize how much time I've wasted thus far.
couldn't get anything done coz of all the outings the whole week

Thursday Johnny English with awesome mates
Friday night cycling with hall peeps till Saturday morning
Saturday pizza and celebrate '8 year old' aging day with family
Sunday tuition, Sentosa with Stella and co. then seafood dinner with family
Monday chill, jogging and dinner
Tuesday Sentosa again with DSA then 8 course zhi cha dinner with collegues
Wednesday lunch and dinner steamboat cum BBQ buffet with SK and DAN @HouseOfSteamboat!
Thursday tuition again then Dolphin's tale and SUBWAY
Friday project meeting, KFC and Abduction
Saturday servicing and dinner with Steph
Sunday project meetings, probably dental, dinner then midnight movies...

Monday I'll die...

Kaoz looking at my schedule I kinda wondered how I survived..
and going at this rate.. I wonder how much I gained too!
SHUCKS~!

Been reaching home really late these days too
so I haven't have much energy left to do much!
how sia! haiz.

Life in Uni ah...
wait till you see my quiz results..
can die la =x

18

2011-09-21T17:38:00.003+08:00

Remember that time when I said I really hate aging??
Now's the time that I'm really feeling it.
Today is the last day I can still tell people I am only 18.

It's not like I've been saying that very often,
but I realize I've said it quite a number of times..
to those people that I just met,
that you know..
I'm just only 18.

no integrity?

2011-09-20T02:22:00.003+08:00

Took me 6 attempts to get the full 10 marks for the school's Academic Integrity Quiz.
how sia.
They said they'd be monitoring lei
tsktsktsk =x

ageingg

2011-09-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

Really hates ageing... =x

ignoredd.

2011-09-09T00:56:00.001+08:00

Really hate being ignored =c

stress sia..

2011-09-06T15:11:00.004+08:00

Just read through my Aerospace Assignment due next Monday
and kinda freaked at the questions I have to do.
Omg. 15% of my grades lei..
how sia
I hope the exam doesn't have questions like..
Write an essay to describe blah blah blah
anymore =x

If I wanted to write essays,
I won't be in Aero liao.
I would do Psy, Econs, Business and all the other interesting courses
but I'm not.
so ya.

Was just thinking about this during my Motor Learning lecture just now
What kind of elect should I take next sem??
Since I hate essays, projects, lab reports, presentations and any form of group work..
There's practically nothing much I can take rights!?!?!

Okay so anyways
I just realize how busy the rest of week is going to be
Dinners, IKEA, projects, assignments, CCAs and etc..
how??!?@

die.. =x

All the Best Myself!
jiayoujiayoujiayou!! :D:D:D

distracted

2011-08-31T20:41:00.003+08:00

It's veryyyy distracting to study in hall worx...

Even when you know you have the whole night to yourself
the whole room to yourself (for the next hour at least)
the whole peace and quietness..

As long as your lappy is on..
It just means gone case liao =x

Had dinner with the hall peeps just now.
and Vernon's roomie actually called me by my name.
goodness,
you don't know how touched I was that split second I hear him pronounce my name correctly
like..
shucks, I don't even know how to spell his?!?!

Oh wells~
Going to finish google-ingg everything on my notes soon
*hopefully*
Jiayou Myself!! :D:D:D

Deepfelt Emotions..

2011-08-28T17:07:00.007+08:00

Was reading a friend's blog just now
and found out how horrible his life has been like in the last 2 years..
Like how I thought breaking up with the girl he's been with for a whole 7 years (which is like 1/3 OF THIS LIFE),
then watching her get together with another guy WITHIN A MONTH after the breakup
now announcing how they wanna GET MARRIED in a few years
and seeing how she turn into a TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON towards him and his friends
is very very cham already...

but that was not the worst thing he went through k!!
Imagine losing your father in during the time you are in army
and not even given the chance to see him or hear his last words before he leave..
goodness...I cried for him la =x
Now I'm just constantly praying that the people around me will be alright! (:

Anyways,
Today, when tuition was about to end,
I reminded my tutee that I'll be collecting my pay next week.
and he was like.."Huh! So fast?!?!"

and omg, how uncannily,
I was thinking of the same thing too!
like. wthh
its the fourth week of school already!?!?!
I can't even remember what I did the past whole month in school!!!!

Goodness, how busy Uni life can be.
I still thought it'd at least be less tensed then JC
but boy, was I sooo wrong
I guess this is probably the peak most happening moments of my life so far
so soo happening,
I really wish I could jolt down every little thing I did in my time
coz I just felt that this kind of life is only going to happen once in my lifetime
Oh wells~

Over the month,
I went to school,
stayed in hall,
ATE BREAKFAST IN SCHOOL
attended weird lecturers' lecture
did my tutorials
went for tutorials
made new friends
did stupid things together
joined Frisbee recreational,
Dancesport Academyy and
yogarobics (I think that's what its called) with roomiee
made more friends
went Dragonboatingg with the girls
made somemore friends
lots of Hall events
JASH, DnD Preview
Insinyur Supperhopp
Block5 lepak corner supper and drinks
etcetc which I can't really remember
=x
But I guess the idea is there. heh

So yeah, have been hoping things settle down ever since Uni started.
but that hope is like...going nowhere la!
Feel super tired everyday
Really just feel like nua-ing whenever I get the chance =x
Everyone was telling me how cui my timetable was.
and everyday I just pray that I don't regret what I added
*hope everything turns our fine, please please pleasee*

Got a slightly longer weekend this week coz of the Elections and Hariraya!
Korr was saying how lucky it was for us to have two extra public holidays this year!
hehehe. Semester 1 really started at a really nice timing!
Always loved the second half of the year
coz that's when happy things happen the most!

So anyways I finally started watching something again after my few weeks of break!
This time is HK drama 读心神探 with a lot of SGs!!
Currently at Episode 3
But it's not very funny though.
So I don't know if this show is permanently nice or not. HAHA

Confession

2011-08-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

Actually,
I have a little confession to make.

My blog may look the same today,
with the same wallpaper,
the same fonts,
same link
and have the same kind of stuffs inside..
but it's actually slightly different now.

It's different in the way that I've hidden all my archives..
Everything that happened before Uni life starts.
Everything I've written about
since 3rd July 2006 till 20th July 2011
All my thoughts and rubbish that I felt then and there
All that I've decided to jolt down so as to help me remember my times
I've decided to put them all away
keep them safely somewhere else deep down in my heart
under a different url
and separated them all from the second half of my lifetime journal
so that only I will get to see it (:

But then again,
Its still googleablee :D
So if anyone bothered,
my past can still be found (:
(I preserved the wallpaper, the fonts, the stupid and very lame popup block,
and everything else besides the link
because I really liked it)
:D

It says "A new Beginning" in my first post here for a reason
to serve as my reminder that I am no longer a kid
and therefore I should not be thinking like one
acting like one
nor should I even be blogging like one.

Well, Obviously,
It haven't been working.
Oh wells~
Just a little confession~ :P
Ciao!

Project work SUCKS

2011-08-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

Had a pretty normal day today.
Just that there wasn't my favorite Computing sessions due to some UnionnDay thingi going on in school that I still don't really know about =x

Went back home just now to celebrate Korr's Birthdayyy!!! :D:D
we watched Ip Man and ate pizza for dinner!
Really awesome time tonight!
Ate some cake, chilled
and had korr send me back to hall afterwards
So sweet rights!

Now trying to chiong that stupid research for my Marketing projectt
But apparently, as you can see...
I feel damn distracted now =x
and I guess it was also partly because I have this super duper ultra mega huge fan dying to read something every single day
that resulted in me updating sooo frequently.
So yupps.
Going back to work now. humphh
Ciao~

stress la wthh

2011-08-24T01:00:00.003+08:00

Waakaoz damn stressed.
Third week of school and I'm still struggling like hell
Projects still suck.
Lucky I only got one.
FOR NOW.
but coming from an Unrestrictedd Elec...
like damn bo hua rights

Still trying to cough something out for my research now
so that at least I have something to crap about tomorrow =x
totally screwed up during our first meeting la
damn not in the mood that day.
Hope everything turns out well soon!

:D:D

Everything else about school sucks too
Lecture 听不懂
Notes 看不懂
Tutorials 别提了
Exams FAIL定了!!!
Ahhhhh!

Reallyyy hope things get betterrrrrrrrr SOOONNNN!!!!
=x

p.s Johnnnn you are damn nooooobbbbb!!!!

Friends

2011-08-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

Really miss you guys!!!
Hope we meet up sooonn!
:D

thoughts

2011-08-16T21:43:00.005+08:00

Actually, I'd rather the school just plan my timetable swee swee for me
instead of letting us have a whole week to decide on how we should screw it up ourselves
=x

I mean, I really want to have the liberty to say stuffs like..
"waalauu why they give me this kind of crappy modules at such crappy time slots!?!?"

So now I have a whole week to be in a dilemma about what Electives I should take
and how many AUs I want to have.
So envious of all the others who already have enough AUs to start with.
You have no idea how stressed I am about my Elecs I tell you!

Like really really stressed to the point that
everyone else already doing their tutorials and reading their notes
but there I am staring at the add/drop list all day!

One thing is that I don't really know what course I want la.
So even when I get a nice sounding Elec, it usually still doesn't stay in my timetable for long
=x

So anyways,
haven't been meeting my BFFs at all since school started
didn't even ask Stellaa how was her TP
don't have a single clue to what everyone else is doing right now
and being really stressed over nothing much really..

Don't know what CCA I want to join
Don't know what Clubs I want to be in
Don't know what Course I want to take
Don't know what Life I want to lead here too =x

Feeling SUPER ENVIOUS of a friend doing so much better than me now.
I wish I had her brains =x

My new best friendd!

2011-08-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

btw, I made a new friends in school!
just met some great people during tutorials this morning
but the best friend is Johnnn!

Johnnn is really Awesomee
Thanks for always being there
toning the night with me
treating me to his favorite drink ever so often
accompanying me during meals
and all the other stuffs we did together

I like how we have soo many things in common
and how we can click so damn well.
You're in my BFF list already
so hurry up and find this blog k!
hahaha! Ciao~

blogging from my hall!

2011-08-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

Blogging from my Halll.
lalalalala~

Uni life =x

2011-08-14T16:47:00.005+08:00

Say Hi to my very first post since Uni started!!!!
Have been like really super busy the entire week
such that I can't really remember what I did actually!

Hall camp was pretty awesome
Really had our welfare taken good care of
And I see all the effort of our seniors in SP day,
Campfire night and of course, flavors!!!
Really amazing how they planned everything
Canvased so much funds
Showered us so much welfare
And etc etc
I'm like really drop dead speechless la
=x

So school started immediately after hall camp ended
Really hectic I tell you!!!
Attended lectures with CP
Supper with Meeepooo
JASHH with hall peeps
And supperhop with insinyurs
Spent more than hundred bucks in a week
and sis said this was normal =x

So anyways I'm feeling really pissed with school stuffs recently
Like the number of AUs I have now
How I cannot get a single course I want
How I don't even have options to choose from
How I don't really have people going aero lectures with me
How I can't even do anything about my timetable
How I feel so lost in what's going on
How I don't even know how to get to my lecture without a map
and everything else regarding studies
Shucks =x
But besides that, everything else that's not about studies is AWESOME!!!
Still hope my life gets better soon though!
Ganbatte!
Ciao~

summary of my holis..

2011-07-29T12:57:00.002+08:00

Okay...
so I'll be at camp again in about exactly 24 hours later!
and I'll be back in about exactly one week and one day later!
and I'll officially start Uni life in about exactly one week and 3 days later!
yay!!!
how not exciting at all =x

Haven't even start packing for hall or camp or school
Haven't even start preparing to take my brain out for use
Haven't even start adjusting my body clock to normal
and before I know it, I'll be checking in tmr alreadyy!!!
howhowhoww!?!?!
I'm still not done resting,
still not done playing!
Really sad why I never try all the Korean/Japanese/Dancing/Hip-hop etcetc lessons with all my friends during the Holis..
never go Taiwan, never go Bali..never even go USS! =x

Haizhaizz..
so anyways, this 8 months haven't really been awesome awesomee..
but still,
I worked.
I learnt how admin work sucks.
I worked somewhere else.
I met awesome colleagues.
I got my licence.
I read a book.
I caught up with all my friends.
I went to camp.
I made new friends.
I found really awesome ones.
I finally went kbox after As
I finally bought my JUMP tickets
and all the other little stuffs I planned about

So yeah.
no regrets huh.
XD

school blues

2011-07-28T02:54:00.002+08:00

Had a nightmare about Uni life just now =x
It was soo scary, I hope it never happen
Starting to get more worried/scared/nervous/paranoid about school as the days come closer..
I hope I can survive! :D

friends

2011-07-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

Why is Singapore so freakishly small?
It's kinda scary how many common friends I have
with a handful of my new friends today..
you know??
=x
Okay la, Its pretty cool too I must admit.
hehe
real cool.
XD

A New Beginningg

2011-07-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

It's a new start! :D:D
Welcome to adulthood .. =x